The waiting room

I have 15 more days until the first appointment and a qualifying weight.

My insurance requires a 6 month waiting period in between initial weight and surgery. Two weeks before surgery a letter is sent to the insurance company and they say Yay or Nay. And all that will be based on my first weight. I must have a BMI of 40 or more. And right now I qualify. Oh do i qualify. Scared to step on the scale qualify.

I want that first weight over and done with so I can begin this journey. I can begin the nutritional counseling. I can begin making exercise a daily fact of life. I can begin drinking 100 oz of water a day. (Yes, i have stalked your blogs and I am learning). Because I will use that 6 months to my advantage. I will hit the ground running (waddling?).

I'm just tired of waiting.
And tired of being sick and tired.