Ten things Thursday and yes I worked a head

1) I am discouraged.  I have lost 20 pounds and still have 143 to go.  I know the last 50 will really suck.  I need to get my head out of my rear and keep doing this one day at a time.  

2) I'm following a modified paleo diet.  Modified because I eat yogurt.  I'm eating the yogurt because of probiotics and that it is so high in protien (90 calories 16 grams of protien).  I have this day dream that I can eat whatever I want.  The truth is I have a lot more energy and less pain when I eat clean, bordering on paleo.  

3) I'm trying to use up all my raw meal replacement.  I like the ingredients label. The effect it has on weight loss, but the consistency of it means u have to chug it. Which won't be an option after surgery.  It costs about 50 dollars a can, so I'm not wasting it. 

3) Zumba.  I feel like an idiot doing it. Seriously, you can set up a web cam in my living room called "white girls can't dance"

4) I have the Nike wrap shoes that cover everything but the toes.  Wonderful for Zumba.  Aside from the toe wedgie you get. 

5.  I will spend this weekend cooking.  And closing out our pool.  I can't wait for pool season next year

6. I have been craving pizza so this weekend I will make a pepperoni baked spaghetti... Squash.  Hopefully it will satisfy my cheesey craving. 

7.  I'm at work. Wouldn't it be nice if I could be independently wealthy. 

8. I wanna go to utah's red rock resort.  Need to save up some money :-) 

9.  I'm hungry all the time. I could eat a whole pizza right now. By myself. 

10.  I can't wait till I'm at my goal weight. I'm hoping within 2 years I can be in the land of maintance.